#still haven’t figured out how he starts getting along with gryffon or like. a few things. but ohhhhh man im plottinggggg | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

nathsolkyoako · 9 days ago

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If someone doesn’t get an incredible feeling of dread and despair with New when i write the later chapters im going to kill someone (my father) (the restraining order time limit is running out anyways) (hate him) (he deserves it dw)

#I was on the bus just Thinking and oh my God I can make him so fucking miserable #still haven’t figured out how he starts getting along with gryffon or like. a few things. but ohhhhh man im plottinggggg #they miiiiiiight get a little gay with it #but that’s not the POINT the POINT is the hate towards not recognizing yourself after finally getting used to the body your in it’s about #the fear that is getting your freedom stripped away when it was so close you could almost taste it’s about not being seen but dancing on #your dead body in spite as your friends who looked passed you while you were alive are killing eachother #it’s seeing this dead and awful world and being so disconnected from anything you want to be that you see it more in a positive light cause #it’s all you can do. it’s all you’ve been made to do #anyways get hyped for new chapters lmao I’m almost done editing the next one!#New.A

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